lettting go....

why is it so difficult to let go of stuff? gaining it was always that simple, but after i have gotten it, i find it so hard to let go sometimes. sure, i know the metaphor of the hand holding on to something, that if i dun let go, i wont be able to get something new... but often, i dun want something new, i just want that old thing... yet, things are often not that way. as much we hope that we will be in control all the time, most of the time, we find ourselves losing this control. yet knowing this, we want to control it more...

hmm.. lookin at this post, i think i better keep check of myself..;p less i fall into the treacherous pit of self-despair. despair leads to fear. fear leads to hate. and hate leads definately not to Macdonalds.